♥ Monday, April 13, 2009
this shall be the first post.
it has been a long time ever since i post..
thanks to PRINCESS fpr doing so much for me and i'm sorry too..
hais.feeling very down now..
hais..
10/04/09
when to her house ,met up with her shermine geoklan zhengwei kife kimweng and jiahui...
help her mum work..pair up with her..
walk around and put those flyers in the letter box..
till night..sent her home then rush home to bath all that..
i was late ..i guess last to reach barh,then have some quarrels with neos.
but then settle le..
then send her home.slack at her house there talk talk..then she wants to go home le..
so,went to cdans and meet xx wanyu sugo..
then...i don want to talk about it..hais..
after that yuanli send me home..[thanks for sending me to cdan and sending me home..]:)
wanted to tell her about the thing but..she slept..
11/04/09morning..she called.
told her the whole thing the first thing in the morning..
then..had some unhappy here and there..hais i'm sorry.put the blame on me barh..
went to meet mummy for breakfast..
went home bath and meet kiki at clementi mrt..
went to westcoast plaza to see the west groove what what competition as i don know the name..
then night..went to meet her and them ..watch movie..
she treating me different from there..
after watching..went to mos burger to talk about some stuff..overall its still my fault.
hais.i'm sorry everyone espacially YOU:(
everyone was so angry with me.
i knew i shouldnt have gone to meet them as its late night already..
hais..
then talk talk at play ground
then went home with xx and lingjian
12/04/09meet her and friends to csc to sing..
i thought things will be ok..
in the end..she just came awhile and have to go home..
i thought i could have a good talk with her while sending her home,but in the end?.
hais..i don know what to do le.its my fault..hais.
went to csc meet jiahui they all..throw temper and went home.[sorry guys.i'm sorry]
meet renny,went to cc and play bball..
jiahui said to me:tomor will be a better day ,cheerup.
after that went home..called her..talk awhile.told her to be happy. and off to sleep..
13/04/09went to school.
thought that she will be smiling to me and talk to me..but then..
hais.i guess she's still angry barh..
ss,
recess,
eng,
mt,
dandt,
history.
after school,
a maths lsp.
mothertongue consultation.
and went to meet her and others.came only then two of them went off.hais.
send her home.thought can have a good talk with her..
but then..hais..
and now.. at home..
hais..going to play bball with renny le..
bye.
to her:i'm sorry.really sorry.hais.i know no matter what i do you wont trust me de..
you treating me different le.you seams to treat me as a stranger..why?hais..
i dont know what i should do.tomor is our 2nd month anniversary le..i don know
you still have the mood to celebrate with me..hais.jiayou for your test tomor barh..
you seams to be irritated by me.maybe you wish to talk to me barh..:'(
no matter what.stay happy and takecare of yourself .iloveyou.
to anton:all i can say is that.i'm sorry ,give me some time to change my attitude..from a bad
person to a better person..i know i disappoint you again and again but pls bear with
me.i'm sorry.
to the rest:i'm sorry.i didnt treat her well.hate me scold me beat me barh..swear wont scold
back..sorry guys.
feeling so down now.hais.i dont know things will turn outto be like this.no one trust me.i'm always a bad guy in everyone's eyes.my attitude really makes alot of people to hate me.how i wish i can be a better person.:'(
Tiger posting@6:26 PM
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